MUST WATCH! Looks super nice. :D
Oh my God, so excited. !!!

080807!



Jerelyn and the others are going for OBS next week.
The Kallang Wave won't be complete with her missing.
And I'll have to survive through one week of lessons alone, especially physics.
And there won't be anyone there to keep me awake, and wake me up when I'm gonna fall asleep.

Kinda sucks. =/



Anyway, I CUT MY HAIR! :D


Screwed.


I don't know why I played like that. Really don't know.
It just didn't come out the way I wanted it to.

I wanted to play it so well, like the way Yibin taught me too,
like the way I could play it nicely, well, at least satisfying myself, the many other times.
I really practised. Really. I practised damn hard on that solo!
Okay, maybe not that damn hard, but really really hard.

Perhaps it's not enough.


Now I can't get the tune out of my head.
It's like playing and playing, over and over,
and I keep thinking of how screwed I made it today.


GOT TO PRACTISE HARDER.

Sorry all. Sorry Mr. Tan.




Find some love, people.
It's flooding in Britain.


YOU WILL NEVER GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TODAY MAN.

I GOT MY BEAUTIFUL MIDDLE FINGER SQUASHED BY THE CAR DOOR.
THANK GOD THERE WAS NO FRACTURE NO NOTHING.
I WOULD'VE LIKE TOTALLY KILLED MYSELF IF I BROKE THE FINGER.

IF I BROKE THE FINGER,

I CAN'T PLAY THE OBOE = I CAN JUST GO AND DIE.
I CAN'T HAVE P.E = I CAN'T LOSE WEIGHT.
I CAN'T WRITE PROPERLY = I'LL IRRITATE JERELYN TO DEATH.


But hey, if i got a cast around it,
if I were to point it at someone.. Hmmm...


Oh yes, and today we had the fire drill thing.
The scene in the chem lab was super funny lah.
I love my class. :D


I'm kind of looking forward to the dance thing we're putting up for Teachers' Day.
But then again, Hardy and his swirls? NYAHAHAHAHA. :D


FACT:

MORE THAN 50 PEOPLE CAME DOWN FOR INDIVIDUALS TODAY!
EVEN ZHIYANG CAME DOWN, EVEN THOUGH JUST FOR AWHILE, BUT YAH.


感动！



WISH: It didn't happen cos I set the 3 hours thing. Oh well.




All files are to be in tomorrow!
And I'm done with everything except A Math.
So much corrections to do lah!
I agree with Theck Yee, I'm never gonna chuck my worksheets aside
without complete the corrections when they're returned again.

File check is really tiring.


I want to watch:

Harry Potter
Disturbia

and of course..

不能说的秘密 !

Oh I can't wait. I can't wait for the movie to be out lah. JAY ! :D
Jerelyn says she'll watch it with me. SISTAZZZZZ.





Oh I almost forgot to mention this.
I LOVE SITTING AT THE BACK, WITH JUNJIE, CHRIS, JINGJIE, AFIQ, ZHIKAI, THECKYEE, KOK, SIOK, SHUYI AND SISTA AROUND!


KALLANG WAVE!!
Oh my God it was damn funny.





A treat for the ears. =D


After the bad things, comes the good.
I love that pink card in my notebook.


I miss Liying a lot.
And Tianji, I'm real sorry I was like missing for the whole sectionals today.
And yah, I guess I haven't really been doing my job well.
Well, I'll get used to the stuffs I've gotta do on both sides.

Time.



Anyway, file check is so damned irritating.
I mean, yah, there is a need to organise our files,
but the whole file check thing is another act of hypocrisy lah.

How many of us really go and pack our files frequently?
It's only until file check, then everyone goes and starts getting everything in order.
Then after file check? It's back to stacking up the worksheets!


What's the point. =/



The school is doing some crap again lah.
They are making people go for CIP, remedials and all the crap on CCA days.
WHAT IS THIS MAN.
Already so limited time for practise,
then still got this kind of things. =(


I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
It's not the I didn't do my homework reason,

I want to sleep!


Sleeping past midnight every night isn't working.
I can't believe it. Jerelyn can sleep at 3am and she's more energetic than me in class.

And the people behind keep attempting to cut my hair. ...


Sorry.

-


I had a talk with the best conductor on Earth.
So all I had to do was to open my stupid mouth and ask,
then open my stupid mouth and communicate.


Communication is the key.
Why did I even forget the most important thing?



Sorry, all.


-


The A Math today was terrible.
I seriously need to go and revise those log and ln stuff.


Time to stand up strong, with all my might! :D


In case you haven't realised, I'm feeling like shit.


Do you know?
It's damn difficult to work with you guys.
One moment you're here, one moment you're not.
How am I supposed to make things work like that?

You are a leader. No longer a follower.
But are you acting like one?
Do you even know what you're doing?

You can just walk off like that.
You don't even dare to talk to your own members.
You dare to say that you're not familiar with your members.
You just stick with your company of friends and stay in the crowd.

Do you not know you're supposed to LEAD?
Do you not know that you are everyone's role model?
Do you not know that there are times that you just have to sacrifice?
Do you not know that you are holding great responsibility?


Do you not know that, if you want everyone else to work,
you want all our plans to be carried out well,
you want to see everyone improving,
it has to start from YOU, the leader?



And right now, I'm finding it so difficult to work with you guys.
I don't know, but it feels like you're not there at all,
I'm not even certain if you really care.

I see no seriousness, no maturity, no will, no direction in you.
All talk and no actions is like just telling me to go and die.


I don't know how to work with you all.
I don't know what I can do now.

Don't know no shit.


Haha! Theresa!


:D



I like sitting beside Jerelyn and in front of Theck Yee! :D


Theck Yee is super nice. Once he sees that I'm not moving or fidgeting,
or like yah, stoning in my chair, he'll kick my chair to wake me up!

And Jerelyn, I don't know how to describe lah. HAHA.


Today's lesson was super funny.

Me: Eh, Jerelyn.

Jerelyn: What?

Me: Talk to me.

Both: I'm falling asleep..

HAHA. We like said it at the same time can.



Going for Xinfony tomorrow!
I'm quite looking forward to it. Don't know why.


WHAT IS THIS MAN!


THE ATTEMPT TO LOSE THE FATS IS FAILING LIKE MAD CAN.

WHAT IS THIS MAN? WHAT IS THIS!
NOBODY IS STOPPING ME FROM EATING AND EATING!
AND HARDY, CALLING ME 'FATTY' AND 'LOSER' IS NOT SAD ENOUGH.
IT DOESN'T MAKE ME STOP EATING.



YAH YAH YAH.
DO YOU NOT FEEL ABANDONED?
THEY'RE ALL NOT COMING COS OF THIS AND THAT.



EVEN AFTER YESTERDAY'S FULL BAND,
THERE WAS 15 PEOPLE FOR INDIVIDUALS TODAY.
OH MY GOD LAH.

MUST IT BE LIKE SYF, OR ONE DAY BEFORE A PERFORMANCE,
FOR THE WHOLE BAND TO START PRACTISING?

Tell me. What must I do?
What must I do to change all these?


With great power, comes great responsibility.


I totally understand that now man.


I WILL





PROVE






YOU






WRONG.


1. My heart is damn itchy now. 换换爱 Episode 8 onwards isn't available yet! =(

2. I'm damn lousy at the job.

3. There's not enough communication.

4. I'm gonna fail the Chinese CT I took today.

5. I have no motivation to study, OR finish my homework.

6. I think that if I were to go home alone one day, I'd just get whacked by all the people who hate me and die.

7. I like watching CSI, CSI:NY and CSI:Miami. I wonder why there's no like, CSI:Geylang.

8. Need to buy more colour pens and markers!

9. Tomorrow there's PE, my chance to lose weight.

10. Jerelyn says she might not be going to school tomorrow, I'm gonna die in Physics lesson sitting alone.

11. I think our Math Story presentation today sucked.

12. My pencil case is damn old, but I'm still using it cos my BA bought it.

13. The skin on my feet are peeling and it's gross.

14. I think night study is fun, yet not so productive.

15. I need a haircut, I think my hair is like a bush now. Awh man.

16. I pray all goes well for tomorrow's practise.

17. How's your ass? I miss Fabian and his stories.

18. Oh yes, it's time to start eating in class, during lessons, again. NYAHAHA. :D

19. I talked to the SLs today. I feel like a freak.

20. I've got a few mosquito bites, like 5.

Oh my God.



No wait, oh your God.


GREEN



IS THE



COLOUR!




Live Earth. :D
● ● ● ▬ ▬ ▬ ● ● ●


WHAT IS THIS? WHAT IS THIS MAN.

Is it that we're just a bunch of inefficient people,
or is it that nobody wants to care anymore?

Where's the enthusiasm?
Where's the energy?
Where's the urge?
Where's the unity?
Where's the PASSION?


One person can't make a big difference.
Thirteen people can do something, not great.
Twenty-three people could start something.
But, a hundred over people can do so much more!

So much more.


Get motivated. Get sparked off.
Feel the love.



File check is next week!



Robots in disguise.


It's quite a good movie.
It didn't make me cry though.
I seriously don't know how Bibiana even cried lah.
There was no super touching part or anything.
It was more of excitement, anxiousness and stuff like that.


Nevertheless, it's quite nice. Maybe cos Hardy didn't start blabbering.
HAHA. I love the middle finger part. :D




The next show that should go onto your MUST WATCH list. :D
BUT if you've watched Devil Beside You,
this might bore you a little in the beginning.
It does give me the 心痒痒 feeling, really!
And right now, there's only episode 1 to 4 available on YouTube.

Fast eh.


ANYWAY, I went to take a 4.5km walk today!
I didn't attempt to run lah, cos if I fainted halfway it'd be damn paiseh.
And imagine if some damn pro people running see that happens,
it'd be damn embarrassing lah!

But anyway, this IS the start to my 减肥计划。
WISH ME LUCK.

I'm serious this time.
I gained 2 freaking kilograms, and this is INDEED a sign for me to start losing weight.

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Oh my God.